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Yes, I'm sorry. I'm too addicted to stamps. So here are some more!
Insane Sayaka Puella Magi by ElMartenStamp: Homura Akemi by RinkariKyubey Stamp by Melodious-MuseCharlotte by CottonValentkara no kyoukai the garden of sinners by ElMartenRyuuji and Taiga by ChiisanaHoshiSubmission no. 6 - 2009 by RaiynaAww x3 Stamp by melo91Toradora by fayazureTaiga Fan Stamp by Rikku2011Enma Ai fan by ChiisanaHoshiJigoku Shoujo - Stamp by JeyerreRen Ichimoku FAN by ChiisanaHoshiLavi Stamp by Samerustamp: wing road by DevilsClapstamp : Agito by DevilsClapAir Gear: Agito Stamp by Chrno-chanAgito dance stamp by PoffynAkito . Agito -air gear- by martianunicornAgito and Akito Stamp by Jessie04104Kon stamp by Okami-MoonyWhack Whack by marshmellowbrainsUlquiorra Stamp XI by DarknessMyrkurUlquiorra Stamp XII by DarknessMyrkurUlquiorra Stamp IX by DarknessMyrkurUlquiorra Stamp VIII by DarknessMyrkurNaruhina Stamp II by TainakaNaruhina Stamp III by TainakaAsuCaga Stamp by JusbeneKira's a Cutie by JusbeneAnother Stamp by Armor-of-FireAnother Stamp by luckygirlmarinaAnother - Stamp. by x-CaffeineHellsing Ultimate Stamp by LinkMasterXPGurren Lagann Stamp by LunaticTrixSoul Stamp by Boredom-xDSoul Eater Stamp by WK580iSoul Eater - Stamp by KizushikBaccano! Stamp by Armor-of-FireNishijima x Minene stamp by nerine-yaoiAkise Aru stamp by nerine-yaoiStamp Mirai Nikki by MisakiAmourMirai Nikki Stamp by CrazeehDinaYukki and Yuno stamp by fireangel6Mirai Nikki Stamps by luckygirlmarinaMirai Nikki stamp by luckygirlmarinaStamp: Reisuke by mechubearMirai Nikki Yomotsu Hirasaka Stamp GIF by xGoToSleepMinene Uryuu stamp by nerine-yaoiMinene Stamp by AloiIchigoStamp - Mirai Nikki 07 by Kaki-GraphicsStamp - Mirai Nikki 2 by SuxinnPanda Hero 2 by The-Black-MoonPanda Hero - stamp by Tainted-DolLGumi Matryoshka Stamp by SayonnaraDarlynneGumi Stamp by NaokoMizutoMegpoid Gumi Stamp by S-Laughturgumi megpid stamp by crazysistahsGumi Megpoid Stamp by relyonGumi Stamp by BBQCORNGumi Megpoid - Free Stamp by Yunya0w0Vocaloid- Gumi stamp oo1 by Kaze-yoHappy Synthesizer Stamp by hissatsugirlGumi- SLS stamp by Kaze-yoGumi- Killer Lady by Kaze-yoStamp - Our 16bit Warz by EmiliersGumi- Eat Me stamp 3 by Kaze-yoGumi- Eat Me stamp 1 by Kaze-yoVocaloid- Gumi stamp oo2 by Kaze-yoStamp: Life Reset Button by TwilightTheIceWolfGumi Difficult Love Stamp by AndreaJacqLee
Just in case you couldn't tell what my favorite anime and anime character is, let me show you even more stamps!
Death Note stamp by DS-DNANear stamp by Okami-MoonyNate River stamp by Okami-MoonyMello's WTF face stamp by Okami-MoonyMatt Stamp - Sexy Goggles by ThirdEchoMikami Stamp by Drake1DeathNote- Light Yagami Writes by Cathines-StampsDeath Note Stamp 5 by SecretKarmaSerenadeI Want A Shinigami - Stamp by LenaLawlietDeath Note Stamp 2 by SecretKarmaSerenadeThe god of the new world by Okami-MoonyL stamp by Okami-MoonyDramatic L Stamp by ParamourxLightsL Death Note Stamp by NeyjourL Stamp 1 by omnicatbusL stamp 3 by Okami-MoonyL stamp 2 by Okami-MoonyL Stamp by 9-Silver-Shadow-2Death Note Stamp. L by Cola-LocaL Stamp 3 by omnicatbusL Stamp 5 by omnicatbusL Stamp 4 by omnicatbusJustice will Prevail Stamp by dacrazycatL lover - Stamp by KaorulovL Stamp by omnicatbusL Stamp 2 by omnicatbusDeath Note L stamp by xselfdestructiveL Stamp by ShinyObject01DeathNote L - Stamp by XedriaL Stamp -DN 1 of 2- by Busiris:Suggestive L Stamp: by VoltairaWammy Stamp: L by BunniiChanDN Stamp- OWNED by Fangirl0Death Note L Stamp by erjanksL Death Note Stamp 2 by NeyjourGot Cake? by Wolfess-SanuL Stamp by WetWithRainWTL? by jocund-slumberL is still alive... by jocund-slumberStamp: L wants candy. by BenHabbyL stamp by MariDeSharden

Life...Happening Sort of

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 8, 2014, 4:42 AM


Howdy everyone!
So I have been here and there lately. I've been both busy and not busy. Unfortunately, it's going to get a bit more hectic. I'm going to start to move and I have so much junk you guys, it's not even funny. I mean don't get me wrong, it's all good junk. I have this habit of collecting things. Not like a hoarder! I collect ribbons, movie tickets, and little Asian things like Ramune drinks, Pocky boxes (that are empty), geisha dolls, and other candy boxes and some little bottles that my family's Chinese exchange student gave us when I was younger. Plus I have a few anime figures. I already took down all of my art. Seriously, my walls were covered everywhere with art pieces, from artists that I've met at the anime expo and are also here on da, like Yuumei, Doomfest, and many others. I very carefully put those pieces away. But anyway, yeah, moving is going to be a hassle.
Not only that, but I'm going to be starting classes up again. Ugh. It was such a lovely break that I had. I hardly remember anything school related. Plus, I'm going to be getting a job when I move. I've applied everywhere for everything in the city I currently live in and unfortunately, I've had no luck. But I will get a job when I move! I'm not going to take no for an answer! It's gonna happen!
Aside from that, I've been semi busy with trying to find places to do book signings. My publicists found me two places already in November. I'm incredibly nervous about it and I almost didn't want to accept it because I wouldn't know the first thing about presenting my book without looking like a rambling, nervous, and stuttering idiot. Honestly, I'm a bit self-conscious about my book. I wrote and published it when I was 16, which I'm told and believe is, yes, a great accomplishment, but do I think it's the best I can put forward? No. I get that I've improved since then and must accept my past writing, but gah, I just worry about it unnecessarily. Plus, I honestly just hate the cover. Doesn't really represent my characters that well and any visions I had for it just weren't coming through to the designers. I got the best one out of all the ones they did, and yet...it still looks ridiculous. I really shouldn't be bashing on it. I'm grateful that it got published at all. Still, I think the process could have gone a whole lot better.
But my book is available for purchase. You can find it on Amazon and Barnes & Noble websites. Just a heads up though, on Amazon, they don't have the book's picture and on Barnes & Noble, they have the wrong book description. I've contacted both of them regarding these errors several times and I've received no responses or seen any changes. And also, there may still be errors in the book, ridiculous and petty errors due to the fact my editors messed up during the last run through and did not help me nor apply the proper corrections. An updated and correct version will come out during the next printing. So sorry about that. But please, I would appreciate any purchases of my book as it will help support me and motivate me to further write and publish other and better works. Oh my book is called The Girl with the White Hair by the way. If you are interested in buying a copy, please let me know and I will provide links for you if you'd like. Really, a buy would be fantastic. Just one. I'd love you guys forever. (I would love you forever even if you didn't buy one).
So yeah. That's that. As I am pretty busy sometimes, if you've requested something of me and I have yet to get to it, I am very sorry! I know it's important and I will get to it, but please be very patient with me. I appreciate and love getting requests for anything and will gladly take them, but sometimes I lose motivation or I get randomly busy and can't get around to your request, and for that, I deeply apologize.
I'm still going through that conditional writer's block too. I haven't been able to even look at the writing I have on here. I've only been able to write the two stories I've been writing on the down low. They're nothing serious, but I'm writing them just for the sake of getting the ideas out of my head and just because I want to. So the NewWorld, and The Man I Love are going to most likely be on a major hold. If you're looking forward to those chapters, my bad, but I probably won't get to those for a long while.
Anyway, enough about all that. I've got something to ask you guys. So I've recently found a bit of resolve to focus on my own happiness, because for a very long time, I've always worried and cared for everyone but myself. It wasn't until recently that I got tired of getting hurt from this process and decided that I wasn't going to take any more. So I've resorted to making myself happier. I'm trying my best to get into new things, to meet new people, and be introduced into new environments. I've also been trying to eliminate the negatives in my life. Though I appreciate every single person who has been a part of my life, some of them, I have to let go. They've said their piece. I believe every single person, in a big or small way, has a lesson to teach you. And I've learned all I can from some people and sometimes those people show that they don't want to be in my life anymore or they just make me miserable. In the process of eliminating negatives, I may have hurt some people and I really don't want to do that and I really try to do things right and in the best way possible without hurting anyone, because I really hate hurting people, which is why I try to go out of my way to please them. And I truly believe that eliminating negatives, people and other elements of my life, is necessary to truly achieve my happiness. So these are my questions: Is it okay for me to be this selfish? When does it not become okay? Is there a way to be happy without hurting anyone?
Honestly, I've had to completely eliminate someone who was once very important to me. I am not proud of the way things ended. I believe it could have ended better, but under the circumstances, I don't see how I could have executed things differently. It shames me to know that I really hurt this person and I will for the rest of my life carry a heavy guilt for doing so, but I was at the absolute end of my ropes with this person. It had gotten to the point where I was fearful of what this person would do to me and/or themselves. Normally, my guilt would have kept my tolerance for this person just so that they would suffer a little less, but I couldn't do it. I had to cut myself off from this person, to be able to move on, to feel some sort of peace, and to be that much closer to my personal happiness. That's where I feel that I don't have any right to be selfish.
So you see people, I'm pretty conflicted about this. Though the deed is done, I can't help but feel guilty and haunted by my choice to eliminate one of the negatives.
Now, if you've read this much, I thank you deeply. I really do appreciate all of you who read my journals. It means a lot to me that people take the time to do so. So thank you!
I think that's all I have for this time. So with that my lovely ladies and gallant gents, I bid you adieu.
Please do have fun and stay awesome!

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Anyone Can Cook- Ratatouille Soundtrack
  • Reading: The Maze Runner
  • Watching: Toyko Ghoul and Free :3
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed II
  • Eating: Somewhat Normally
  • Drinking: Five bottles of water a day

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Jessica
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Hello there!
I go by Rem or Jessie. Feel free to call me whichever.
Here are some things you should know about me:
-I'm a geek (I love anime, books, video games, etc.)
-Writing is my passion. It is my soul!
- I write mostly young adult stuff. But there's some smexy stuff in there. BEWARE!
- I have a huge habit of not finishing things, like eating, writing books, tasks, etc.
-I am a very honest person.
-I'm very friendly.
-I look a lot younger than I actually am. I'm going to be asked to have my ID out until I'm like 35. It's ridiculous sometimes. Don't let the baby face fool you.
-I value friendships very much.
-I have a variety of hobbies, such as taking pictures, drawing, and collecting tons of anime/manga style pictures and reading.
-I don't enjoy pity parties.
-I fangirl over so much stuff.
-I'm a romantic, but...I'm equally realistic.
-I love my doggie Saya.
-I'm short. :(
-I'm a very good listener.


^v^ If you wanna know more, you're gonna just have to get to know me. I make a good friend! So we should be friends. BE MY FRIEND DAMMIT! Just kidding. Or am I? O.o?

This my older bro: :iconinnov8tor00: So check him out! Do it!

My lil bro:iconalexthebro: Check him out too!
And Gahh I LOVE GUMI!!! SHE IS GOING TO RULE THE VOCALOID WORLD ONE DAY! Free Gumi page dolly by Riuori :ACIII: wolf Connor Pixel dolly by PrinceOfRedroses <---Not done by me, but he's so cute! :3

Kaboom. And because I'm bored, I found all these!!!
STAMP Gumi Megpoid by The-Last-Fallen-Ange Stamp-Len x Gumi by ochidpokemontrainer .::Stamp - Neko Love::. by MeltAisu gumi x gakupo stamp by crazysistahs I am Justice by ttalktomesoftly Eru Stamp by Drake1 L Death Note Stamp 3 by Neyjour TLFHA by LinkMasterXP L Stamp by Death-Summoner I Cried When L Died Stamp by LenaLawliet L - RULES MY stamp WORLD by L-RulesMyWorld-Club L stamp by Japanfanzz L Fan Stamp by sub-life Kira evil laugh stamp by YukiMiyasawa I'll Support Procrastination by Phoenix-Pyre morning people stamp by barefootphotos Zero stamp by mitchie-v Lavi Stamp by xSweetSlayerx Nail me down, Lavi by MyStamps DOGS: stamp '9 by Ripa666 Kyubey by orange-lucky-cat Yui angel beats Stamp by RikkuTenjouSs Ouran: Hunny- Big Eyes by Kaze-yo Ouran Stamp 1 by HBP12 Ouran Highschool Host Club Stamp by DogFreak108 Rosy Kyoya Stamp by VirulentRequiem I Heart Kyouyu by itai-zetsubou I love Smart Bishies Stamp by PrinceFire K Project by ReaperFFseven Yatogami Kuroh x Isana Yashiro (Project K) by sasunaru02fan Yatogami Kuroh (Project K) by sasunaru02fan Fushimi Saruhiko (K Project) by sasunaru02fan Saruhiko Fushimi Stamp by KuroNoHato Fushimi Saruhiko (Project K) by sasunaru02fan Suoh Mikoto (Project K) by sasunaru02fan Homra Stamp by 27Sasayayaki-kun Saitou Yakumo icon by Kauthar-Sharbini Yakumo Saitou - Stamp by Tainaka Men with Glasses Stamp by FlyKiwiFly Stop It by rudeboyskunk Panda-Stamp by Morrgrr i'm in love with someone.. by discorave I have way too many stamps by jreaver ::Insomniac Stamp:: by Sora05 Stop Eating the Stamps by EmeraldTokyo stamps are for... by ba6ooy Stamps Stamp by JetProwerTheFox I love anime stamp by vero-g6-stamps Anime Freak Stamp by auniquebaka Nerd with style by Claire-stamps Stress 3 by Foxxie-Chan people allergy stamp - clean by tirsden I Have A Dirty Mind by parliamentFunk eat flesh stamp by thechaosproject Pocky Stamp by PockyPerson32 Pajamas Stamp by Worldincoffee Night Owl Stamp + PLZ by Mirz123 This is How I Feel by Mr-Stamp I Sniff Books by MademoiselleGrief :Otaku stamp by Okami-MoonySqueak Stamp by jsoteloUseless knowledge by paramoreSUCKSThe Bed by pjukForeign Music by genkistampsRutherford Morrison's subhepatic space by SirvanaRachanaFinding Stuff Stamp by JFG107-StampsSleeping Stamp by JFG107-StampsSchatzki's ring by SirvanaRachanaWriters are Artists too by TheBloodskinsReal Writers Write Stamp by mirz-altShrapnell's membrane by SirvanaRachanaCan't sleep... by Darkness-NightguardTunisia by SirvanaRachanaAristomenes by SirvanaRachanainvalid by sailorgirl567Zambia by SirvanaRachanaKeep smiling by SirvanaRachanaTaiwan by SirvanaRachanaCalvin Coolidge by SirvanaRachanaSchuyler Colfax by SirvanaRachanaTyping Stamp by In-The-MachineStamp: Short and Proud by Stamp-AbuseShort People Kick Ass by MakeBelieveSoundsProud to be Short Stamp by GathionShort by Inwe1Space saving Stamp by irreplaceablemartinaJust mumble by 1FoxyladySome Motivation Required by RuthlessDreamsIf Zombies Chase Us by RuthlessDreamsSarcasm by DreamingSneakilyGood Morning by RuthlessDreamsDecisions Decisions by 1FoxyladyUNF by 1Foxyladytripping... by princess-femi-stampsshin in the dark... by princess-femi-stampsWriters block.. by princess-femi-stampsTaokaka Stamp by reikokoroTao Love Stamp by reikokoroTao stamp? by Princess-ElinciaTaokaka stamp by taokyakyaTsubaki Yayoi Stamp by taokyakyaNu-13 Stamp by taokyakyaLambda-11 Stamp by taokyakyaNu-13 stamp by ShortifiedRachel Alucard Stamp by taokyakyaRagna the Bloodedge Stamp by taokyakyaJin Kisaragi Stamp by reikokoroJin Kisaragi Stamp by taokyakyaHazama Stamp 1 by reikokoroHazama Stamp by taokyakyaHazama stamp by masterdddTerumi Stamp by taokyakyaBLAZBLUE STAMP::Version 2- by Lao-ChuBlazBlue Stamp by tenjin-kai[STAMP] BlazBlue : Flirty Jin x Ragna Chibis by uberxtechnic
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Xite91 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014
thanks so much for faving Red Scent - Colored by Xite91
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RemnantDoomBlossom Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Student Writer
No problem! I loved the coloring!
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awesome I'm glad!
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DeyonSide Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for the favCat Im A Kitty Cat
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RemnantDoomBlossom Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Student Writer
You're welcome! I loved your work!
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RoboticZamat Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
O-o......

GLOMPZ for the fav, like and the points.....

I'm happy you liked it so much, surprised, but happy  XD

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RemnantDoomBlossom Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Student Writer
No problem! I liked your work! :heart:
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AtrociousLamb Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Professional Artist
Jeeeessssiiiiccaaaaa! Hi!
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RemnantDoomBlossom Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Student Writer
Hi hi! How are you doing? :D
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AtrociousLamb Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Professional Artist
No complaints here.

I realized I had not spoken to you in a while, so I blatantly assaulted you with a shouted greeting on your page. Excuse me. It was well meant though, heh. :ashamed:

I'm hoping you're on clear waters too. :heart:

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