Journal Entry: Fri Oct 10, 2014, 1:27 AM
I have been without internet for quite a while. It wasn't that bad actually. I just had a butt load of free time, which I used to devour books and do other tasks. Anyway, yes, I am back online. Though I'm not sure when I will be uploading anything, I'm sure I will eventually. Thank you for your patience if you've been waiting to read a story of mine. If not, hi again.
Now I think for the first time in quite a while, this will be a short entry. I can't really think of much to say and there isn't really too many updates. I've felt significantly happier in life since when I wrote the last journal, so that's a good thing. I feel like my life is heading in the right direction and not sitting in a stand still like it was before. I actually feel like I'm moving, going somewhere in life. Though honestly it may take me a bit to get off my ass, I will surely get up and get going. Though I procrastinate a lot, my things do get done. Maybe not some of my stories, because I have way too many that I haven't touched in years and I'm not even sure if I should touch them anymore. It would be much easier to start them all over than to continue where I left off. And I am not exaggerating when I say that I have about 45+ unfinished fictional stories. I only have about 10 or less complete ones, including stories I have on here. That's pretty sad. But that's mainly because I get new ideas all the time and have to start writing them and then I forget about previous stories and this repeats in a vicious cycle. For example, I'm still doing it, I've been writing a story called An Unlikely but Strangely Perfect Fit, BUT, inspiration for a new story came from a dream I had last night, and I'm preparing to start writing it. I'm trying so hard to resist and finish the current one I'm working on, but I don't think I can wait. I just gotta start writing! I'd have less ideas if I had less dreams, because about 98% of my ideas for writing come from my dreams.
But yeah, anyway...I just started rambling there didn't I? Oh well. Point is, I'm all good and I hope all of you are too. If you've requested something of me and I have STILL not gotten to it, I'm very sorry. I haven't forgotten about it, but I either not have had the chance as something in my schedule or life comes up or I seriously have no motivation to do the task. And don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't want to do it for you. I really love getting requests. I feel honored. But sometimes I just don't have the right mood to do things or my motivation level is way down. It's been pretty decent lately, so hopefully I will get to your request soon. If not, I'm sorry, but please be even more patient with me. Thank you!
Other than that, I got nothing! So I hope you are all doing fantastic! I hope to be uploading stuff soon! Not sure what it will be yet, but surely something. Anyway, have fun and stay awesome everyone!
Listening to: One Summer's Day- Spirited Away OST
Watching: Rewatching Toradora
Playing: Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood